My name is Cassandra, I'm a 16 year old german girl living in Canada. I was diagnosed with anorexia, and I don't believe I'll ever truly recover. I take antidepressants, I cut, and I feel suicidal most of the time. Music is what's been keeping me alive, especially music by Ben Howard, Conor Oberst, David Usher, Loreena McKennitt, La Dispute, and of course whatever I manage to write myself, which expresses everything inside me better than anyone else's work ever could. If I end up making it, I want to become a songwriter. Alternatively, I would like to be a water spirit in the Arctic Ocean, but apparently that is not a valid career choice. I sing and play guitar and bass, as well as pretty much any other instrument I can get my hands on. I enjoy talking to people, but at the same time there is nothing I find more difficult. It makes me fear that no one will ever truly love me. If you have read this far, you already known more about me than anyone I see on a regular basis. I hope you are having a better experience with life than I am.